Lonely Soul

from Insomnia (EP) by BELQIS

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lyrics

I spend my nights outside alone
More than usual these days
I wallow in your face
I don’t need more than just a glance
Open up at every chance
I don’t think twice and I don’t wait
For anyone to reciprocate

I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though they hurt me I don’t ever close that door
I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though they hurt me I don’t ever close that door

I let them all in
Even though most of them
Wreak havoc in my brain
It’s driving me insane
I don’t ever want to change
This casual world, it messes me up
I can’t trust my gut

Though I already know way too soon
I’ll be searching the night sky for the moon

I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though they hurt me I don’t ever close that door
I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though it pains me I don’t ever close that door

I tried forcing a connection
What a painful waste of time
Some say empathy’s a blessing
It depends on who you’re asking
All this distance when we’re talking hidden in a pretty smile
You’re letting me down easy it still makes me want to hurl

I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though they hurt me I don’t ever close that door
I let you in just like I let the others in before
Even though it pains me I don’t ever close that door

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from Insomnia (EP), track released October 13, 2023

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Frankfurt based singer/songwriter making dreamy, melancholic indiepop in English and in German.

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